Dota or GF (copy from my brother's blog)

DOTA vs GF.. Enjoy~~

DOTA, it's one and only in the world,

GF, there's a lot.
GF will leave you,

DOTA will never leave you.

GF gets mad when you play dota,

DOTA doesn't get mad when you have gf.

DOTA has a cheap price,

GF wants a high price.

when you get to see other hero, DOTA doesn't get mad,

when you get to see other girls, GF gets mad.

GF, when you leave her, it's hard to come back,

DOTA, when you leave, it's still be there when you come back.

what do you want, DOTA or GF?

think now...

GF: "why, can DOTA do romantic things to you?"

DOTA: "Why, can GF give triple enjoyment when you do TRIPLE KILL?"

GF: "Why, can DOTA make you complete as a man?"

DOTA: "Why, can Gf make a man GODLIKE?"

But they have 1 thing in common,

it is when they are always there when you have a problem.

When you lose in DOTA, who can make you happy, GF right?

When you have a problem with your GF, who can make you happy, DOTA right?

hehe~~

hope u enjoy..~~

Who/What am I???

I really could not tell....anyone have an idea of who I am???

My primary teacher,tuition teacher, secondary teacher, and some of friends tells me that I am actually a very smart and capable in anything kind of people as long as I am willing to commit and sacrifice, they say they are 100% sure I will be much better than other people...

I have been getting this since i was young till now but i just do not know where my true self is...How come I able to know so many things that is happening, how come i can feel some people feelings...Why am I having this so call "gift"??? I just do not understand, what is the purpose of me born? What is the purpose of me living???

Some people know that I am doing things for people, things meaning their homework, their personal stuff, etc. I sometimes do it till I am not able to do mine... Many people have advise/scolded me before but i still just continue doing it... Why do I continue?? I always say that this is the last time i will do it but i just continue doing it..why why why??

Many people say that they are just using me...In a way I am their MR."Right Now" not MR. "right" If I really stop doing all these will I still have my friends?
If I stop doing all these, will I able to find my true self?
If I stop doing all these, will I be able to achieve my dreams?

So many questions that me myself could not answer...

Why do good people have do die young, If just I am able to transfer my life span to you, I would do it with any cost that is going to happen to me...I dont mind what will happen to me as long as you can live a longer and happy life.


P.S :
Next time do not say,
Everything is impossible...
Why is it so???
Cause even the word impossible said I Am Possible...

Responsibilities

I guess the older I grow the more responsibilities i have...especially at home..
Why is it so??
1) I need to do more housework(hang cloths,bring in cloths,wash plate, etc)
2) I become driver. (fetch sis and dad)
3) I need to stay at home when no one is around (which means, i am the only person at home)
4) I need to do things on my own like settling bank stuff or petrol road tax etc.
5) I start to help my dad collect stuff from places (if i know the place)
6) When any of my family members want to use the comp, i will let them use.
7) I am still a mama boy where my mom say no, i will say no too...(haix)

Anyway, I guess I am starting to get girls fobia back...Please dont tell me I am becoming gay....


P.S
Life is short,
Live life to the fullest

Happy or should i say satisfied???

Well, why is it so?? Because today someone finally did something which she will never do and confront a person and settle about their conflicts. Most importantly, they are now friends again.

Another thing is today I actually ask some1 to take over my post when i just cant be there to solve things. I just want to tell them that I am sorry but i really need my time now. This is due to the previous few post maybe?? haha... just hope that she continue growing up, she will be 1 successful person in the future.

Michelle Tan Lee Shern (hope i got the shern spell correctly) I would wan to wish you happy birthday. Although is abit late but better late than never.

The new generation is always taking over, what you cannot do, they might be able to do it.
So train them properly and they might be able to achieve what you want to achieve and you will be satisfied that they are able to do it.

Maturity

Today, I actually outgrown my parents in many ways...
Why, today the house alarm rang and is very annoying and disturbing not only us but the neighbours as well.

I 1st asked my dad to off the main power of the house electricity but my dad just do not want to listen and he say he is confirm that it will not work. Then my uncle came and tried to off it and it works...if my dad listen to me earlier, he would have save many troubles from bugging his friends to my uncle.

Other than that, I also help my mom to make jelly/agar-agar which is in a big amount and then I settle my own dinner outside cause my parents and had some Indian dinner to attend.

I just suddenly feel not happy and satisfied because does age really matter to everything??? Why just cant they accept that sometimes age does not matter, sometimes that younger people are much mature and smarter than them.Well i guess i will end it here.

I just hope that 1 day the world will change that age does not matter.

P.S : Work hard and do not care what people thinks about you, as long you did your best and never give up, its good enough.

Feelings

I just do not understand why I am feeling like this. I somehow feel lonely and depress. I am always fighting with my heart and feeling. In a way, I am having 2 heart or 2 me. 1 of me is my sixth sense, the other 1 of me is me my reality self which always doing my best to make a difference. Okay, to tell you that till now my sixth sense never once goes wrong.

So everytime I am always fighting with my sixth sense, to prove that I can change that situation but i never once succeeded in doing so. Everytime I failed to prove my sixth sense wrong, the more i lose my confidence. Do you know the feeling where you always work hard to change something but everytime you do it you failed?? that is the feeling and it is not only once i have been going through this since I was form 2.

I am mentally tired. I have a dreams of my own which I want to achieve. Maybe I should be selfish and care for myself but not others.


Anyway thats all for the emo part. Yesterday I manage to not to say master the skill but know how to do it and when I do worngly I know what is it. I manage to do 2 skills properly. 1st is my front tuck, I manage to tuck with my hand open @@. 2nd is my flic flac, I can feel it already which means I will know whether I am doing correctly or wrong. Time to aim even higher!!!!


Should I put my blog to private???

Sometimes the truth isnt good enough

Okay...erm I do not know how to start blogging for this post because many things had happen in my life and I am the 1 watching it going through everything. AND sometimes it sucks to know so many things.

Reason of why it sucks knowing so many.
1) I am not a superman, i cant solve so many things. Sometimes I just could not solve the problem.
2) I cannot always be there to solve the problem, I have my own too.
3) People will tend to ask you whether you know such things and ask you more.
4) What if both are your friends and you care for who will you help??
5) If it involves my friends, it will make me worried

As some of you guys know or experience before, I do not really care what happen to me. I will just keep it in my heart and maybe go to 1 corner and be sad to myself but If you harm someone I really loved and cared, I will make you pay 10 times or maybe 100 times worst they what they suffer. I bet the 1's that suffer before knows because I torture people mentally and physically.

Now back to the topic.
Why do i say so??? because sometimes the truth cannot be reveal. It will sometimes hurt other people either physically or mentally. If is physically, it will heal but what if it is mentally??? It will haunt that person for life. Why I am saying so because I find myself having a disorder since I was a childhood and I wanted to heal myself but the more I study psychology the more depress I am because I know that my disorder could not be heal. So sometimes we just could not reveal the truth to people so that they can live their happy life.

This is not related to the topic
Well I just hope that she knows that I love her, I really do and I am willing to let go some things in my life just to be with her.









Sometimes the truth isnt good enough,
Sometimes people deserves more,
Sometimes people deserves to have their faith rewarded.