Who/What am I???

I really could not tell....anyone have an idea of who I am???

My primary teacher,tuition teacher, secondary teacher, and some of friends tells me that I am actually a very smart and capable in anything kind of people as long as I am willing to commit and sacrifice, they say they are 100% sure I will be much better than other people...

I have been getting this since i was young till now but i just do not know where my true self is...How come I able to know so many things that is happening, how come i can feel some people feelings...Why am I having this so call "gift"??? I just do not understand, what is the purpose of me born? What is the purpose of me living???

Some people know that I am doing things for people, things meaning their homework, their personal stuff, etc. I sometimes do it till I am not able to do mine... Many people have advise/scolded me before but i still just continue doing it... Why do I continue?? I always say that this is the last time i will do it but i just continue doing it..why why why??

Many people say that they are just using me...In a way I am their MR."Right Now" not MR. "right" If I really stop doing all these will I still have my friends?
If I stop doing all these, will I able to find my true self?
If I stop doing all these, will I be able to achieve my dreams?

So many questions that me myself could not answer...

Why do good people have do die young, If just I am able to transfer my life span to you, I would do it with any cost that is going to happen to me...I dont mind what will happen to me as long as you can live a longer and happy life.


P.S :
Next time do not say,
Everything is impossible...
Why is it so???
Cause even the word impossible said I Am Possible...

Responsibilities

I guess the older I grow the more responsibilities i have...especially at home..
Why is it so??
1) I need to do more housework(hang cloths,bring in cloths,wash plate, etc)
2) I become driver. (fetch sis and dad)
3) I need to stay at home when no one is around (which means, i am the only person at home)
4) I need to do things on my own like settling bank stuff or petrol road tax etc.
5) I start to help my dad collect stuff from places (if i know the place)
6) When any of my family members want to use the comp, i will let them use.
7) I am still a mama boy where my mom say no, i will say no too...(haix)

Anyway, I guess I am starting to get girls fobia back...Please dont tell me I am becoming gay....


P.S
Life is short,
Live life to the fullest