Thursday, June 10, 2010

80th -82th days without Sharon ( still sick?)

I finally know that she does not like me blogging about her... She gets angry as long as i blog about her... I might make it a private blog soon enough where no1 will read it anymore except for me... Anyway I forgot what did I want to write for this post... All I remember is I started blogging again because of her but she gets upset everytime she reads it even if I am not talking bad about her.. I made a promise to myself that I will not make her angry or sad anymore so i guess I made the decision to make it a private so that she will not get angry anymore.. Besides that, I wanted to voice out something but I guess is still not suitable yet... Lets see how things goes, the next post will be a longer one because I have lots of things to say...


P.S
Nothing to say as my mind is really empty

Sunday, June 6, 2010

79th days without Sharon (Sick = hot and cold)

I guess today post will be very short because some1 ask me to go to bed early... Well my sickness is not getting any better too but I am happy when that special some1 care about me.

This morning after waking up, Ian tell me try to make it for at least sermon and I quickly bath and get changed, but after that Mom ask me to do this and do that, I was like erm erm... Okay okay, What do you wan me to do? After my mom told me what to do, i quickly went to finish up and rush to church.. Lucky i still manage to attend some part of it...

After that went to celebrate Cla's birthday and our plan totally fail when she saw us.. Hope that she still enjoy the whole celebration... After that, we went to shop for her birthday present. The most funny thing is Jasmine Ong bag has a problem entering shops, as she walks out of the shop, the sensor alarm will ring. She got paranoid after 2 times. Anyway Cla din manage to get her bag so we all went back home.

Today had some fun time in pyramid, and the most important thing is that I can see her...Haha, there is 2 people who said that she grew thinner, i guess she is happy after listening to that. All I can say that she is very tired, and I wanted to let her feel comfortable but it turn the other way round, really my bad...

Anyway I guess I really need to train myself to get my tone and words right. I always hurt her feeling unintentionally because I do not know until she show me the face or she tells me.. I am really sorry, I will do my best to change it okay?(need your help to tell me also so that i know)

I guess that's all for today since i promise to sleep early.. nightz

P.S:
I know you are trying very hard in order to make me not so sad and angry
And i really appreciate it, and i will do my best to do my part well
Because I love you more than anything else

43th - 78th days without sharon

Looks like it has been more than a month I did not blog... To be exact is 35 days.. I wanted to blog about it earlier but many things happen like my modem got strike by lightning, I went Singapore and now I am sick...I got so many things to say but I really do not know how to start.. Maybe I start off with the project that i was talking about in the previous post?

I do hope the things that I include and done in the project really helps her especially when I was away at Singapore... I remember the time when I pass the box to her, Sharon told me that I watch too much drama... I just want to let her know that I do not care whether is drama or not as long is for her, I found it worth doing/trying...

How to describe this? I actually feel happy when sometimes she come to look for me first... Just like in Singapore, I manage to go online because I was at my aunt's house and I saw her online on MSN and she nudge me first... I feel so happy but in a way I purposely disturb her and ask her whether she miss me... And I am so happy to hear the answer :P ( hope she do not get angry)

After coming back from Singapore, 1st thing in the morning she sms me just to check whether I am back to malaysia.. Well I am, and without seeing her for about 2-3 weeks I really miss her so much.. Then I suddenly got a chance to see her on thursday at MCD...I was actually starting to get sick but I guess the urge to see her makes me feel that I am not so sick anymore... Although the time is short and she is studying but I do not mind because it is really been sometime that i have not see her...And And I bought her souvenirs, well is actually a pair..Now i have 1 part, and She have 1 part of it...it will become 1 if it is combine.. Of course I hope it is the same with our hearts :p.... I guess thats all for today, I do not know what to write for now as I am sick... Will continue on tomorrow...

P.S :
I am a very random person,
That is why I am special,
But what makes me a random person?
Is you, my little princess,
You are the 1 who made the changes in my life,
And I love it,
Because it is you and only you.